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Original: 5/19/2004 1:49 PM
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

 Wow. I wish I had kept up with this. I've hit an all time low in my dieting. Ive reached the dreadful 180. What the hell was I thinking???? Ahh. I don't think i can ever do this. I can't ever do what I need to do to keep myself at the weight I want to be at. I have no self control. I see food and I eat. Theres nothing holding me back. I need more self control. I wish I had it. Well, I have to go and mope around, which I wish I didn't. Well, I'm going now.

Much Ana Love,
Farren
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Posted 5/19/2004 3:15 PM by hanaleiway Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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hey... I don't know you but I thought I would leave you a comment... you shouldn't be upset about your weight. I am 14 and I weigh more than most adults. I think it is unfair to live my life this way and I TRY and TRY to fix it but nothing happens. I've tried to kill myself b4 over it and I know now that it's not the answer. I think you should be happy with who you r even if you don't like it.

~*Rach*~

Posted 5/19/2004 4:25 PM by xOKiSsEs27Ox - reply

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i know exactly how you feel. i'm at the same point right now. i have no motivation whatsoever and i just keep eating..gaining...crying. i hate this. if you need someone to talk to i'm here. :)
Posted 5/19/2004 9:37 PM by CiBophObia - reply

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okay you know...i have strugled with bulemia for three years now and i've gone from 250lbs to 170 in five to six months...i know your pain...i am strugling too..i now weigh almost 200 again....it's so depressing...we should talk sometime...my AIM is ticklemielmo141...i'm here for you...i know what you mean...and i'm finding myself puking up my food just to try not to gain weigt and to keep myself from ripping up my throat i'll take exlax pills...to get rid of the rest....i need somebody who understands that i don't want to be this way...i don't want to be fat and i don't want to be bulemic.... if you need somebody i'll bere her for you.
Posted 5/31/2004 8:03 PM by ElleGirl17 - reply

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hey girl, i'm 15 and I weigh that dreadful 180 too! I didn't think i'd ever reach that...I am struggling ur pain too. I am trying to only eat one meal a day that is 700 cals or less but I mean I need some tips. (btw i love ur layout its beautiful) I have some tips but I'm trying to become bulimic because it seems to work for most people for awhile then go ana. my Aim is "gangstaxsweetz69" I don't want to be fat...it sucks so much, everyone seems to talk crap about you even ur friends sometimes...I always want to go to the gym and work out but i've got no motivation i'm even struggling in school now. If you need someone to talk to i'm here hun...hope your doing better than I am.

peace n luv

amelia

Posted 6/1/2004 3:50 PM by AmeliaJoon - reply

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if you need someone to talk to, a buddy.. i am here.

AIM = doubtmex

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Posted 6/5/2004 1:55 PM by weakened_desires - reply

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aww hun don't even worry about it, stupid minor setbacks and i mean MINOR. you'll get down to whatever your goal weight is in NO TIME!! keep your head up!

-angie

Posted 6/11/2004 2:26 AM by GW100 - reply

Hey my name is mariah i found ur web thing i have one too check it out if u care to ! nice site
Posted 6/16/2004 1:45 AM by anonymous - reply

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come back!
Posted 6/29/2004 10:35 AM by love2feelempty - reply

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Can someone please explain "Ana" love and all the things relating to it? Does this mean that people involved with Ana love and all that are supporting anorexia and/or other eating disorders? Is Ana anorexia, or is it more? Thank you for your help!
Posted 7/16/2004 9:21 PM by melt_myself_like_ice - reply

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keep your head up. be strong.. if you feel the urge to eat, grap a hot cup of tea and drink it down.. also.. grapes help real well with the cravings... a handful is sufficeint// plus... theyre negative calories..

good luck with ana!

Nadja

Posted 7/21/2004 10:19 AM by StArVaTiOn_MyOnLyMuSe - reply

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Hi Sweetie,

Very cool, You and I think quite a like :)

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Posted 1/7/2005 5:56 PM by rocketgirl21 - reply

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well i don know you gurl but i think i'd like to leave u a comment.
ii'm havin' an almost same problem as you. I eat whenever ii`m happy, but also when ii`m sad!! i hate it thou.. the only time that i don't eat are when ii`m busy, online and also when ii`m concentratin' at somethin'.
by the way, all the best to you!!
Posted 2/18/2005 12:20 PM by Babii_yc____xoX - reply


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